,,,,, tear drops in a singular file.

The last time I cried was actually yesterday. LOL Stany and I had a really really really huge fight (biggest one yet I think) and then I cried. (I think im PMSing lol)

and then he hugged me and said sorry and made it all better.

:)

xo fish head bee hoon

G

Ps: L, it's time we made you remember. Muahahaha...

Paradise. para para paradise.

Hey guys. Yes, sorry, it's been awhile... haha.. anyway, I'm having my holidays now. it's great.

Right, as I've mentioned, I'm posting two titles today! whoopeee! :)

kk on to business.

I keep thinking of what a perfect date would be, but there's alot of combinations to that! like having a candle lit dinner on the top of a cruise with the moon, countless stars and the breeze... or going to the zoo and eating chimps.... oh wait, did I say eating chimps? nono. Ahem. Eating WITH chimps....

.....or searching for exotic sea creature on a dive in the waters of Cayman Islands.

Yes I know, these are probably pretty hard to achieve - especially now - but I still hope to do them all someday!

But I think that in all the extravagance earlier on, I guess the perfect date beyond the perfect date would be just having so much positive energy the whole day. Like, I don't mind if it suddenly rains on that cruise ship while we'r having dinner as long as we have a good time laughing it off and making the best of it. or if the chimps ate my food, or if we never got to see any fish that day.... (ok, maybe not seeing any fish would be quite a bummer. So... if something else happened like seeing turtles laying eggs or baby ones hatching, that'll cancel out the bummer...something like that. you know what I mean.)

anywayyy

I HOPE YOU GUYS CATCH MY DRIFT! :) hehe, my drift is very easy to catch. ;)

OK MOVING ON!

well, I've got a lot of pet peeves. I hate it when people sit on my blanket. I dont know. Just think its kinda gross to have some else's butt in your face when you sleep at night... lol. Heck, I don't even sit on my own blanket. heh.

Another pet peeve is that I don't like people mispelling words to make it all "cutesy". I understand if you don't normally do it and just want to be funny, but I'm talking about people who do it ALL THE TIME.

example: Heii Babe. How r eu? :> Heardd ur hving shum compani ova ur PlAcE. DAts ShO WiKid! CaN Me CArm Ova U PlaceY fer SUm FarNsxsz? ^^

Ok, maybe that was an exaggeration. but I wouldn't it be less texting on yah to just say,

Hey babe, how are you? :) Head yre hving some company over yr place. wicked. can I come over for some fun? ;)

look at how much time I saved. man. just look at it.

LOL...but I'm cool with it and all, I mean, I'll still reply you if you're into that(thank God no one here is). Just get a minor irritation inside now or then. :D

Oh, and here's a list of pet peeves you can choose from next time! hahahaha

http://www.getannoyed.com/

:D Peace!

I am still a Cha-i-el-d

Hey guys! sorry for the late post. I forgot about it yesterday until I checked twitter. lol

I loved my childhood! If I could change anything during my childhood, I wouldn't change a thing! Granted there were times where I didn't feel my best, but I guess things along the way made me learn too. :) There are so many things to talk about, so many crazy things I did. I never really bothered about studying, I just did whatever I wanted. Even when my mum or teachers would nag me I wouldn't study lol. Even tuition didn't work because I never did any homework, so all that was taught that day was given back including a fee for the tuition teacher. I was like giving money away to people to talk. :) Call me a bad Asian, but hey, my childhood rocked!

One of my favourite childhood memories was in the bus with my Mum, and she was teaching me how to read when I was 7 because my english was really bad and I got myself into some english proficiency class in school and didn't like it. But I remember reading out for her in the bus, and she'll read once again, and I'll repeat it again.

Another one was when I was 9 or 10. My Best friend and I went to the top level of the school and climbed over the tall gate that lead access to the roof of the main assembly building. We would spend the whole recess there surveying the area, looking down at the students, playing detective. There wasn't much to do there though. We just loved the trill of it. Sometimes I would go there myself when I was alone, mostly to read or just to feel free.

When I was 12 I had this really epic water bomb war with my friends on the roof of the car park, as we filled the water bags with the free water that was supplied by the car park. We were throwing water everywhere! everywhereeee....

Then the cops came. LOL. Someone from a condo across us made a complaint. heh. We were scared to shit then, since we were kids and cops were all evil.

But now looking back, I feel a sense of accomplishment. Hell yeah.

That's all folks! Hope your weeks as smooth and 'lepak' (even though I have alot of project work) as mine. :)

Cheers

G

Rarr.

Hey guys, Im in class now, and I don't know why we're all singing to barney's theme song, "the one with the I love you, you love me". Hahahaha. Anyway, Where I would want to be now is probably my bed. I spent the whole day exercising yesterday. 4 hours of a mash of stuff for S&W and after that basketball with the guys. After that my legs didn't know what walking was anymore. But incase you guys arn't satisfied with the answer, well, too bad.

Ok just kidding. I'll say I'd like to be in Cayman islands, or Barbedos or New York where I can just dive and have fun, and relax. I'm into diving now, but I mean, not officially. I need lessons till I get a diver's license...Heh heh.. did anyone else find that funny? Diver's license! Ba dum tsssssssss....

:D

So yeah, I miss you guys, I cant live w/o, blah blah blah yada yada yada...

MEET UP SOON.

oh yeah, I CANT BELIEVE I DRAGGED MYSELF TO CLASS FOR NOTHING. ARAGAHAGAHAGAHAGAH.

:(

Peace.

Uh.

Hmm.

OK.

I've got one.

I like to sing in the shower. Yeah I know, probably all of you do as well.

But what I mean is, when I sing in the shower, I turn into a freakin' DIVA man. Like for real.

I become MARIAH CAREY.

Sometimes I sing songs that tell how awesome God is, sometimes I sing freakin' BEYONCE.

ok maybe not beyonce. that's alittle too extreme. LOL. Adele. I sing Adele.

I scream at the top of my lungs " WE COULD'VE HAD IT ALLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!! ROLLING IN THE DEEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEP!!!!!" "NEVER MIND I'LL FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOUUUUU" (not really the best songs to sing when you're attached, but it's nice!) and even if I've washed soap off my body already, I still shower at the same spot -- ESPECIALLY when it comes to the chorus -- because I can't sing with water splashing on my face or on my hair, and thus, I take longer than usual in the shower (depending on the song). The other songs I sing are either very soulful lol or very self motivating .

There was one time I sang Mean by TS, and I didn't know my mum came into the room until I heard a very faint and muffled "Grace!". Immediately I realised that it was my mum and I stopped too suddenly. :( I never sing in front of my mum; I got so embarrassed. So sometimes I lock my room door and my bathroom door before I shower. ...Paranoia :[

Hey guys! Sorry about the late post! Had a couple of things going on here and there. I don't really hate anything about school... I don't even mind climbing up the hill even though I complain about it at times. Maybe I hate paperwork. Yep. Said it again. I hate paperwork. lol... and OH YES. I HATE IDEA JUMPSTART. For those who don't know what IJ is, it's a course that "teaches" creativity in really """"Creative""""" methods & activities HAHA.

Today was the last lesson of IJ btw. HELL YEAH!

other than that, yeah.

I can't say that I love NP like crazy, but I am grateful for the things they offer. OMG don't even get me started on the timely shuttle bus that comes in to save me from being late, or the fact that I can drink my apple juice at only $1.50, or that there's an ez-link top-up machine located at some canteen. But one of the things I really really love about my course and this school is that I get the privilege (more than the rest of the courses) of renting CDs & DVDs from school to listen and watch :D Yes, granted their collection doesn't show the latest blockbuster, but still! lots of awesome movies I havn't watched :)

Anyway, whoever said that poly gave more freedom than JCs, were darn right! :)

have an awesome week ahead!! I know I would! :P

G

WHO EDITED MY BLOGPOST. -_- nvm I know whooooo.

anyway, Im so sorry I havn't blogged. haha was out the whole day & night. just woke up not long ago :)

One of the insecurities I have is probably the fear of lonliness -- not like eating alone or shopping alone -- but knowing that you're the only one in the world who understands or identifies with you. Like how you're in a crowd and you still feel lonely, like you have no one to talk to about life with, share it with. I've felt like that before, and trust me, I don't want to feel like that ever again.

I don't like it when people that I'm close with suddenly not talk to me or communicate with me (and I mean not answering their calls or giving me attitude when I talk to them) because they have some stupid reason to give later on. I think that's just shit. It's flaky because there is no substance in it. The definition of a flaky friend doesn't mean that they don't share your moments with you, nor does it mean they don't share with you their secrets or whatever. Flaky just means lack of commitment. I mean, if we were really friends, good friends or best friends and you had a problem with me, then by all means argue and tell me you're unhappy, as much as you want to. Don't deliberatly give the cold shoulder just because you feel like it.

like any relationship to grow, both must be willing to grow together, both must be looking forward to solve the problem instead of creating a bigger hole. I've come to realise, a true friend lays down one's life for another. If you have a problem, that friend would be there for you in open arms when you need him or her to. Nobody's perfect, and I myself is learning to be a better friend too. Along the way, I realise that I don't want to live to please people, because keeping up with pleasing them is too tiring and unrewarding.

YAY

Hey guys! It's 12am!

that means its...

friday friday gotta get down on friday!

YAY. AWESOME TOPIC! I think alot has changed for me this year, I've been watching a whole lot of movies -- it's heaven.

Let me just say that I haven't really thought of my all time favourite movie yet, so im just gunna list some really awesome moives down and then maybe number it from there. Firstly, im gunna categorise it (btw, if you haven't watched some, do so coz I highly recommend it :D).

Human movies:

Shawshank redemption

Inception

avatar

titanic

real steel

Pirates of the Caribbean,

nick & nora's infinite playlist

slumdog million air

Amelie

Borat

Xmen - first class

The notebook

Crazy stupid love

Sweeny Todd (probably the only horror movie + musical that I'll ever dare to watch again and love LOL)

Animation:

how to train your dragon

up

toy story

finding nemo

Tangled

Rio

Cloudy with a chance of meatballs

My name is totoro

Spirited away (one of my all-time favourites, if any credit, this gets in one of the top few)

Sorry I made you run through that really long list. hahah... I realise that I love all of them and there really is so many to think of! If I were to skim through the movies i've watched, I realise that I'll always have something that I never thought of pop up and shout "remember meeeee... I WAS AWESOME!!!!" so yeah. I really dont have a favourite movie coz awesome ones always pop out. The list up there are either 4 stars/5 or sentimental to me. :)

Pirates of the Caribbean is probably my favourite movie series (coz it was so much fun), and was one of my favourite movies till other movies came in... haha.. so that lasted quite abit. Haven't really had a fixed favourite movie, maybe I should, maybe I shouldn't. However, I do have a favourite Korean drama :D I stopped watching any more after that. It's called Secret Garden and I like it alot. Story, soundtrack, actors are great :D Watch it if you have alot of time or if you can prioritize. D:

Anyway, there are some movies that I really really want to watch (that are already released).

The Twilight Saga is one of them (i dont care how horrible they are I lost track of it totally and it bothers me)

Scott Philgrim (sorry Liza!! It was on this list I swear!)

Sherlock Holmes

Puss in boots

Rango

Shutter Island (yeah............lol)

The curious case of benjamin button

The Lady

The Muppets

Super 8

Aiyah seriously lah. Just alot of movies I wanna watch. hahaha.

Anyway, don't get me started on the actors bit. there isn't alot really. There are some prominent ones I'd name -- ones that all of us know. And those that stand out to me. I never really pay attention to the actors, although I should. I shall make it my new year's resolution then. :)

Ok, I'm done now :D Merry Christmas you guys! HOHOHO! ahahaha... :)

Merry Christmas, happy new year, and to all a goodnight,

G.

PS: If anyone's a fan of Doctor Who, his movie's coming up. :D

PPS: Who thinks it's pointless to initialise our names? coz everybody's mentioning everybody's name on their posts anyway lolol. OH WELL. we can pretend that we'r keeping our names a secret. In which case, readers out there, our names arn't really Liza Trudy Lellel and George.

Very very overdue

Hey guys! HAHA.

I'm so sorry about the lag! I was so busy. I just finished editing 2 of my videos, so that's 2 down, 2 more to go. Lately, alot of things has been happening, to cut short, I had my shoots, my classmate's shoots and my church shoots. I think I really need a break because I haven't had proper sleep since the 5th Dec. I. need. my. holiday.

I really wanna finish most of my work before Christmas so that I can slack for at least 3 days haha. You know, now that I've done editing, I still have to add in music and do bloody tonnes of paperwork! AHHHH. The music's easy (coz Im not doing it), BUT THE PAPERWORK. MAN.

have I mentioned to you how much I hate paper work?

Anyway, the best thing I never had huh.

I can't really think of the best thing I never had -- I think I am blessed to be where I am.

If I could name something, it'll probably be an older brother. Or any sibling. It gets pretty lonely when you're a single child. You learn how to entertain yourself, which was what I did when everybody was busy around the house. It's not that I don't like being a single child, it's just that it's nice to have another person to share things with. I used to envy kids who had siblings, everybody seemed liked they had them. EVERYBODY. I say that in context of Singapore because in China it's 1 child, however growing up there is not the same as growing up in Singapore.

In China, it is normal to have 1 kid, thus every kid mingles with each other more than Singaporean kids do. Correct me if im wrong, but it's just something I assume it to be.

I'm not a kid anymore, so I don't mind being a single child now -- just contented with what I have. There are probably many many things that I can list of never getting ever, but ultimately it goes down to how you view your circumstances -- positive or negative.

So that's it for me. It's 1:23am now, I need sleep! haha!

Goodnight <3

G

Prata + Milo

I am eating prata for breakfast now. I don't know why my mum bought prata... I mean, she usually buys Macdonalds or some dim sum, but today was prata. Not hating on the indians. Just thought it was unnatural of her to buy it, and I spilled some milo on my prata. hahaha... ooo. kinky(?) no? ok...

SO ANYWAYS. err. WHO I LIKE.

Well, it's pretty tough given the millions of boys out there,

but i think i'll go with Mr. Wai yan Stany. lolol.

Why I like him? hmm. I'd like to answer that fully one day. haha... well there are many reasons why I like him, probably enough for you all to be disgusted about, so I shan't go into too much detail LOL. I like him because he always never fails to make me smile, we do get into arguments alot but we always resolve it at the end of the day.

I asked him once, "how do you know that you've found the 'The One'? I mean, how can you be sure that I'm 'The One' for you?"

(yes, I was Pmsing)

Then he said: "I'm not sure if im the one for you or you're the one for me, I don't think there's ever 'The One', but we can make each other 'The One'."

And then I said: "Where did you get that from?"

lol

Anyway, just grateful everyday for him in my life. :)

There are cute boys at my block though. Oh yes, when I was filming in a cafe (it's just beside Timbre @ Old School) the waiter/cashier (the place had little staff) was really really really cute. He was skinny and tall, and he looked like a model. He wasn't really courteous while I paid for my drink, so that was quite a turn off. hahaha... other than that, no more cute guys in reach. LOL. in reach hahahaha (cuz' them are all celebs).

PS: Robert parkinson looks like Animal.

7.45AM woke up in the mornin'

I woke up at 745 today. Automatically.

O_O

I've been waking up really early- automatically - these few days... I don't even feel tired at all now!

It's amazing! I've always wanted to wake up early, like 6o'clock early to jog. haha.. do you know? I've actually gained weight? :P And quite a few too. :) ......... :( it's not good.

That's why I always wanted to wake at 6 to jog.............but I never did.....

ANYWAY, The topic I would like to pick is... (actually is it supposed to be a set theme for everyone every week? or can we pick our own?) MY FAVOURITE BAND.

I like alot of bands actually,don't really have a favourite. Some songs I like, some I don't. Like for eg. Coldplay. I really really adore the recent albums, but the later albums arn't as awesome-but they're still awesome.

Anyway, here's my list. In no particular order. :D

1. Coldplay

2. One Republic

3. Train

4. Owl City

Actually screw the no order thing. I realise I do have it ordered.

Re- do of list:

1. Owl City/Coldplay/One Republic

2. Train

3. Maroon 5 /Toploader

YAY. DONE. :D

The slashes mean they share the same spot 8D

Don't hate, relate.

Peace.

I love them because their songs are all so chill. Like seriously, their notes and beats and everything just makes you feel gooo0o0o0oood. I like feel-good songs <3

I also like R&Bish Clubish songs, like dance on the floor or Replay (Lellel rmb? "i'm in the kitchen cooking things she likes" hahahaha DAMNRETARDED) or forever.

I also like the lady gaga genre hahaha. Like you and I, Judas, paparazzi.....etc.

I like POP. :D

So that's it for my favourite bands/songs!

Here's my favourite song:

DONT HATE, RELATE!

Lellel.

Whooo. I hope you all have a groovy weekend. *grooveh*

Gunna film today,Sat,Sun,Mon and Tues. :D! Excite!!!!!!!!

AND CHRISTMAS IS COMINGGGG YAY FAVOURITE HOLIDAYYY

I've been anticipating it since October. hahahah.

OK GUISE! STAY CRAZEH!

LOVE,

G

Ps: My daughter loves you :3

Salutations \\// [1.3]

Hey guise!! It's been awhile.

Things have been pretty crazy in school with my project works and stuff. Everything is likeable there, except one thing. PAPERWORK. I absolutely HATE paperwork. Like to the max, like ttmxxxxxx X∞ man. :( PAPERWORK I DONT LIKE YOU.

But enough about paper work. I've been trying to scout for a cafe and a bookstore. Anyone with relative, mother, father, or friends, or friend friends-you name it- that owns a really nice cafe?? like those romantic places? haha.. appreciate it alot. :) ask around please? and if you have really pretty bookstores to recommend, comments below vvvvv

hahaha.. today i'm going location scouting with Stany... lots of cafes to visit, and lots of emails to send. Fingers crossed! :) Also like liza, busybusybusy days ahead...

(Btw, Liza, were you under Tan Heng Han? haha he damn asshole.)

Even though there's alot of paper work and scouting work and well, just alot of work, I'm having so much fun! hehe. (maybe not when Im doing paperwork) but still, I can see busy, fun, probably stressful, days ahead... but I think I'll LOVE them ALL.

Hey Liza, thanks for continuing the book thing. We all should hang out soon! preferably during holidays! I'm not sure if I can make it this monday. I havn't had my schedule finalized yet, but I hope I can come C:

Honestly, not seeing you guys for a long time makes me feel pretty awkward. Idk why, but I hope we're not awkward anymore. :D

Yepyep! see you guys sooon! :)

Lots of luv <33 :P