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Hi.

I am turning 19 years old this year. If I didn't know how old I was, I think I'd still be 19. I am mature enough to think like an adult, but young enough to act like a kid. 

Despite how I act with good friends, I'd like to think that I am pretty mature. I can handle myself pretty well in formal/business situations, I manage to come up with ideas for situation that are pretty reasonable and long-lasting. I may not show it, but I really do think that I am rather mature, even more so for my age. Ohmygoodness, I sound like a pretentious prick.


I am aware that I'm still fairly immature though. I still laugh at poop and that's-what-she-said jokes, and I would much rather watch Spongebob Squarepants than Titanic. I'm not sure if that's what constitutes as immature, but it sure doesn't constitue being mature.


So yeah. I am 19, and I think I'd still be 19 if I didn't know how old I was. The youngest, maybe 16. Oldest, 20. I am physically old, but mentally young, and actively young, but thoughtfully old. Interesting.

Hey guys! I am typing and blogging on my new iPad! Yayyyyy :D my mum got one for me. Happy~ :) lol and I'm sorry if I've delayed it. I was out most of the time. Anyway! Back to topic.

Don't think I'll wanna live forever... Maybe more than a hundred years if i get to keep my youth, but not forever. Think of how sad it would be to see your friends die one by one... Maybe after awhile it'll seem normal. Heh. Death, normal. It is pretty normal. But I wouldn't wanna get used to it.

Now,if I had the chance to live more than a hundred while retaining my youth, I'd probably travel or do whatever I want with the extra time or life I have. Ok, and let's say I'm given this gift of immortality. I'd probably spend it travelling and living, you know? I'll take my time doing things and being very very good at it. I'll be a director in this era, and maybe a painter in another. People would call me a genius. But if secret's let out that I'm immortal, I'd die anyway. People would try to kill me, the government would probably do millions of tests on me... I'd be some freak show. Like the beard lady, but even cooler. Eventually, I'd just...you know... Die.

If you ask me if I believe in forever, I'd say no. But eternity, yes.

4EVER.

Hi y'all. It doesn't look like Grace is gonna be posting so lucky for you, here I am. :)

Forever. Such a pretty word. I actually hate that word.

Cliche as it sounds, it's never true. It's thrown around like it means nothing. "We're forever", "best friends forever", "forever and always". I guess forever is nothing but the longest possible duration for something. It can vary from a day to a  few years or maybe even a century, it's relative. Some forever are short, some are long.. but one thing about it, is it always ends.

Taking that forever is endless, it has its few perks. Given that time period, we can assume that you'll get to be a very rich person. You'll be wise with years and experience. However, you'll be watching the world change and you'll be subjected to constant loss. You'll lose your family and the new friends you'll be making. You'll lose interest in life.

I'm not planning on living for very long. Maybe until I'm 40. No kidding. I don't wanna see myself slowly deteriorating and relying too much on other people. I wanna leave on my own terms. So no forever for me, thanks so much.

Also, old age is such a privilege and it's denied to some people. I guess I'll be thankful to have it, but I'd rather not. There's not much life has to offer anyway.

For EVER is too much for one.

Forever is immeasurable unless when defined in the cliche term, "forever is when i'm with you."

To me, i don't think i'd be able to stand living forever. I mean one just has to die to actually continue the cycle, in a sense, ironically. To stay alive forever sounds really boring. If only one can decide when they want to die. As in, not to live forever but not to say one can't die either. There's only so much to live for. It's just that when you reach a point of time in life; when you've experienced all the excitement life has to offer and decide that you're satisfied and willing to die, you can. That's called dying, giving up your life willingly knowing that you've fulfilled your goals. When diseases consume you or when accidents happen, I'd term that as robbery. Fate robbing your life and not dying.

In short, i wouldn't want to live forever per se but rather have control of when i would like to die. Even if i may be too scared to die I'm sure i wouldn't prefer the idea of living forever alone over it either. I think. One really can't be sure till you've actually reached the bridge.

xoxo

T.

Edward Cullen

The first time I read Twilight, not that I've read it more than once, I felt extremely sad about Edward's condition. He has to live forever. Forever. That is terrifying.

I wouldn't want to live forever. It's scary. You have live through so much pain and hurt, and I don't mean to sound emo or anything, but it's true. Yes, you'll get to have lovely memories with everyone, but no. You'll get to see your friends live and die, and there's nothing you can do to stop it. Terrifying.

I don't think there is anything that could ever make me want to live forever. I don't believe in forever anyway.

Ohmygoodness. This is starting to sound like an emo sobfest, but I really do mean what I say.

Chris.

It was 2 nights ago when I was watching Skins season 2 and my favourite character died. I teared up quite a bit.

Life related? Probably a month ago. Fucking bawled my eyes out and went to school the next day with massive eyebags and swollen lids. Fun.

Tata.

,,,,, tear drops in a singular file.

The last time I cried was actually yesterday. LOL Stany and I had a really really really huge fight (biggest one yet I think) and then I cried. (I think im PMSing lol)

and then he hugged me and said sorry and made it all better.

:)

xo fish head bee hoon

G

Ps: L, it's time we made you remember. Muahahaha...

Cry for the moment. Ridicule the memory.

The best way to conceal tears is under the rain.

The last time i cried was ridiculous. It was like a scene out of a tragic romance story. Passers-by probably searched around for a camera crew or wished they whipped out their camera phones to document it. I would have probably ended up on Facebook walls or even on Stomp.At that time it was uncontrollable. Now as i look back, i'm ridiculed by my actions and a sense of regret is niggling at me.
With that being said, we've come to the end of my post.

xoxo,
T

I suck

Hi

I honestly do not recall the last time I cried. I greatly apologize.

That is all.